Narcisism and Object Choice, published in the BJP, Volume3, Issue1, September 1986, Pages 60-64
A Poem by Morris Perlman
I do not want to be homogenised
Bleached of all humanity
I do not want to be infantilised
moulded to conformity.
For my mistakes I’ll pay the price
consequences I accept
I might not rest in paradise
but die I shall with self respect.
If love and care they have to spare and cannot find a victim waiting
why don’t they join a club, a class
or even try computer dating?
Or could it be that all their love
Is for a pre abstract humanity
an image of their own creation
bleached clean of all impurity.
Not ordinary mortals like you and I
with many an aberration
with faults and warts
and weakness for temptation.
Beware, beware of those who care
they’re out to make you well.
To make you like the ones they see
so blinded by their spell.
And should they fail and cause you sorrow
their eyes will glint
they do not stint
they’ll try again tomorrow.
Beware, beware of those who care
they’re out to do you good.
They search the world for those in need
the ones who never quite succeed
the ones in search of simple creed
the ones whose bodies have gone to seed.
But most of all they like to find the ones who keep denying
their need for aid, for love, and for continuous prying.
To help these victims of false perception
on them to lavish care
is like the immaculate conception
heavenly beyond compare.
The Grand Inquisitor he cared for souls
and that is quite commendable
for after all, a soul
is not easily expendable.
Could it be saved, should one refrain
because of transient bodily pain?
The tears keep rolling down his face
watching the iron maiden’s tight embrace.
The screams of pain are sad, but do not worry
they’re hushed by angels’ songs of god’s eternal glory.
The Mullah leads his boys to carnage
for god, for glory and his creed.
But don’t be sad for all the dead
their souls to paradise will speed.
All those who love humanity so
God bless all those
that for us, they are willing
to bate their qualms, to take up arms
and go on with the killing.
Eating, drinking, smoking, thinking
are all now under threat
beware each organ eyed
by those who pry and always fret.
You are too fat and that’s not good
we must do something about your food.
Your lungs are black from too much tar
we must restrain you from your cigar.
You drink too much and that is heinous
we’ll cut the hours and raise the price
until you are abstemious.
Your sex is queer not quite our kind
if you don’t stop you might go blind.
So please desist and change your scenes
or we will do it by other means.
You watch the nasties and read the porn
depravity is the price.
Through filth and muck for you we’ll wallow
to weed and prune and fig leaves dangle
so only pap you’ll have to swallow
without the slightest tingle.
You are confused your thoughts inane
they lock you up to make you sane.
It’s for your good they say with glee
as they throw away the key.